The moment Akshita reached the flat, she collapsed facedown onto the mattress without even kicking off her shoes. Bas paanch minute aankhein band karti hoon, she bargained weakly with herself. But twenty-four hours of continuous, grueling mental warfare gave no room for negotiation. Exhaustion pulled her under into a deep, dreamless blackout.
When her eyes snapped open, the digital wall clock read 8:30 AM.
Her soul practically evaporated.
“Hey Maa… aath-tees? Main toh gayi!”
She vaulted out of bed like a launched missile. Scrambling into the bathroom, she scrubbed off the night's grime in under five minutes, threw on the first clean outfit her hands found, wrestled her jhumkis into place, shoved her files into Shampi, jammed her feet into Champa, and bolted out the door into the morning heat.
Over at the academic block, Dr. Namit Singh was walking down the third-floor corridor toward his wing, his posture immaculate in a crisp, ironed shirt. His stride was measured, his mind occupied with the morning’s computational load.
Yet, as he approached the glass exterior of Systems Lab 332, his footsteps slowed down on their own accord.
He stopped.
The image from past midnight flickered sharply in his mind: her slumping over the terminal, the chaotic halo of stray hair across her temples, the ballpoint pen stuck through her bun, and the untouched dinner packet sitting beside the keyboard.
His hazel-grey eyes narrowed through the glass panel.
The lab was empty and bathed in the pale morning light, but on the corner desk, the foil-wrapped burrito packet was still sitting there. Untouched. Exactly at the same angle where it had been abandoned twelve hours ago.
A sudden, sharp irritation knotted behind his ribs.
She didn't eat at all? Poori raat bina khaye kaam kar rahi thi?
The realization struck him with an unwelcome sting, part frustration, part an inexplicable, heavy ache he refused to name. He clenched his jaw tight, his knuckles flexing at his sides.
Idiot girl, he thought, forcing his gaze away from the glass. Why is she running herself into the ground over a project deadline? Why the hell do I even care?
Angered by his own lack of control, he pivoted on his heel and entered Cabin 304, shutting the door firmly behind him. But the fire of that irritation refused to die down.
Pacing over to the corner window overlooking the faculty quadrangle, he glanced down idly. Within seconds, his gaze locked onto a whirlwind cutting across the paved courtyard.
Akshita.
She was practically flying across the tarmac, weaving through the morning crowd with reckless, desperate speed.
Unintentionally, helplessly, Namit’s eyes tracked every single frame of her movement.
She had thrown on a deep crimson floral short kurti over flared denim. Her long silver earrings swung wildly with each frantic stride. Her dark hair was completely open, catching the morning breeze, strands whipping across her flushed cheeks, tangling over her eyes, brushing against her soft pink lips as she muttered a continuous, breathless string of curses to herself. With every few steps, she shoved her hair behind her ears with an irritated sweep of her hand, only for the wind to tear it loose again.
Her embroidered jootis, the ridiculous Champa she had dramatically personified, wobbled erratically against the pavement. The overstuffed tote, Shampi, bounced precariously on her shoulder as if about to snap its remaining strap at any moment.
She looked utterly breathless, panicked, chaotic, and undeniably, intensely alive.
Namit froze.
What the hell am I looking at?
A sudden heat flared behind his sternum, followed immediately by a surge of pure, defensive fury. Why was he analyzing the way the wind caught her hair? Why was he tracking the rise and fall of her shoulders?
Her biting words from outside the lab echoed through his mind like a slap. “Khambha. Emotionless. Kaun rahega iske saath. Hasna nahi aata. Baat karna nahi aata.”
A muscle jumped violently along his jaw. He was furious at her childish remarks, but far more furious at himself for letting a loud, disorganized transfer student breach the walls of his focus.
“Enough,” he ground out under his breath.
With one sharp jerk, he snapped the window blinds shut, cutting off the view completely.
A minute later, two rapid, breathless knocks sounded against his door.
“Come in,” he called out, his baritone dropping into pure ice.
The door swung open, and Akshita rushed inside, her chest heaving as she fought to rein in her ragged breathing. Her cheeks were flushed a deep, warm rose from sprinting up three flights of stairs, and stray curls clung to the faint sheen of sweat along her brow.
The moment she crossed the threshold, that same electric pull snapped through the air between them, dragging the faint scent of jasmine into his clinical sanctuary.
Namit felt his chest tighten so violently it felt like a physical blow. The sudden loss of composure infuriated him, and he channeled every drop of that self-directed anger straight at her.
“You’re late,” he said, his voice slicing through the room like a cold scalpel.
Akshita hitched a breath, instinctively pressing her bound project dossier against her chest. “Sir… woh… main—”
“I specified nine o’clock sharp, Ms. Mehta,” he cut in, his baritone harsh and unyielding. “It is currently nine-zero-four.”
Akshita’s spine snapped rigidly. The exhaustion on her face instantly gave way to sheer, stunned disbelief. Four minutes?! Yeh khambha sach mein paagal hai kya?
She pressed her lips tightly together, fighting the urge to fire back. She had spent twenty straight hours cleaning fifty-thousand dirty sensor logs, running the validation loops, and printing a three-hundred-page architectural summary, all without a wink of sleep or a single bite of food.
Summoning every ounce of professional restraint she possessed, she extended the bound folder toward his desk, keeping her voice completely level.
“The submission is complete, sir. Here is the verified dataset along with the…”
“Is adhering to baseline punctuality an impossible concept for you?” Namit interrupted, his tone turning even more biting as he ignored the folder completely. “If I state nine sharp, it means nine sharp. Not eight-fifty-nine, and definitely not nine-zero-four.”
Akshita swallowed hard, her knuckles whitening around the cardboard binding. “Sir, I was in the systems lab until dawn running the…”
He took a deliberate step toward her, his hazel-grey eyes narrowing into cold slits. “I did not ask for an explanation, Ms. Mehta.”
The dismissive brutality of his words hit like a physical slap.
Akshita’s lower lip quivered for a fraction of a second. The burning behind her eyelids betrayed her, and a faint, shimmering pool of tears gathered along her lower lashes from pure, unadulterated humiliation. But she refused to look down. She clenched her teeth, locked her jaw, and stared right back into his icy eyes, refusing to let a single drop fall.
Namit saw it.
He saw the fragile sheen in her eyes, the stubborn set of her jaw, and the sheer, defiant refusal to break in front of him. A sharp, suffocating pang ripped through his chest.
She should just cry and leave, his mind snarled defensively. Par yeh nahi royegi. She is too stubborn. Too defiant. Too loud.
Desperate to get her out of his sight before that unfamiliar guilt broke his resolve, his voice dropped lower, flat and merciless.
“Take your files and wait outside my office.”
Akshita’s eyes widened. “Sir… outside?”
“Right outside the door,” he commanded, his gaze unblinking. “And you will not leave that spot until I call you back in.”
Akshita took a slow, trembling breath. Her eyelashes fluttered once, fighting the tear back into submission. Without another word, she pulled the heavy folder back to her chest, squared her shoulders, gave a stiff nod, and walked out into the corridor.
The heavy wooden door clicked shut.
The instant the latch engaged, the silence rushed back into the room like a vacuum. But her presence didn't leave. The faint, sweet trace of her scent still hung in the air, mocking the cold sterility of his cabin.
Namit stood frozen in the center of the room. His hands curled into tight fists at his sides, the veins bulging across his forearms as the muscles in his jaw locked with agonizing tension.
He dragged a rough hand through his hair, letting out a harsh, ragged exhale.
“What the hell am I doing…?” he muttered, the self-reproach burning his throat.
He paced two agitated steps toward the bookshelf, turned sharply, and paced back. His heart was hammering against his ribs, not with calm discipline, but with a chaotic, unsettled fury he had never experienced in his life.
He pressed both palms hard against the edge of his mahogany desk, bowing his head between his shoulders as his breathing raggedly leveled out.
She is getting inside my head, he thought, his pulse roaring in his ears. Her voice. Her stubbornness. The defiance in those black eyes.
He gripped the polished edge of the wood until the pressure turned his fingertips white.
“She needs to go,” he whispered into the empty room. The words were meant to sound decisive, but the faint, hollow ache in his chest made them feel like a lie.
He straightened abruptly, his expression freezing over once more. “If she stays here, she’ll drive me completely insane.”
He strode over to the window and checked the blinds, ensuring every slat was sealed tight against the sunlight outside.
“I cannot afford distractions,” he told himself, the calculation returning to his cold demeanor. “If she won’t quit on her own, I will structure her milestones so strictly that Dr. Bhardwaj will have no choice but to reassign her. She is impulsive. Emotional. She will break within the week.”
He returned to his chair and flipped open his laptop, aggressively pulling up the research schedule to force his mind back into its structured cage.
Yet, as the code lines flickered across the screen, his fingers froze over the keyboard.
The image of her standing before him, exhausted, pale, with that single, defiant shimmer of tears glistening in her dark eyes, slashed through his defenses with ruthless clarity.
With a low, frustrated growl, Namit slammed the laptop screen shut.
No. Not this.
He picked up a research binder, forcing his hands steady as he stared at the closed door separating them.
“She doesn't belong on this project,” he said aloud, his baritone dropping into a razor-sharp whisper. “And she definitely doesn't belong anywhere near me.”
Outside in the deserted corridor, the fragile composure Akshita had fought to maintain collapsed all at once.
Her knees buckled slightly. She staggered sideways, pressing her back flat against the cool plaster wall to keep from sliding down onto the floor. The binder in her arms felt like lead, pressing heavily against her ribs with every ragged, shuddering breath she took.
Everything, the sleepless hours, the stinging behind her eyelids, the hollow ache in her empty stomach, and the humiliating lash of his words, crashed over her like a tidal wave.
Her throat tightened until it felt bruised. Her hands shook violently against the cardboard edges of the files, the paper rattling softly in the silence of the hallway.
Main poori raat jagti rahi… she thought, her internal voice cracking under the sheer weight of exhaustion. Sirf is insaan ki di hui impossible deadline ko poora karne ke liye… sirf yeh prove karne ke liye ki main kisi se kam nahi hoon… aur yeh? Yeh aise baat kar raha hai jaise main koi code script hoon? Timer pe chalne wali machine hoon?!
["I stayed up all night... . Just to meet the impossible deadline set by this person... just to prove that I am not any less than anyone else... and him? He's talking to me as if I'm just some piece of code? Am I just a machine that runs on a timer?!]
A hot, traitorous tear spilled over her lashes, tracing a burning path down her flushed cheek. She brought the back of her hand up, aggressively wiping it away, only for another to take its place.
“Bas chaar minute late ho gayi toh kya pahad toot pada?” she whispered fiercely to the empty hallway, her lower lip trembling with indignation. “Insaan hoon main… koi server rack nahi hoon…”
["So what if I was just four minutes late? Did the sky fall?" she whispered fiercely to the empty hallway, her lower lip trembling with indignation. "I am a human being... not a server rack…”]
She hugged the bound dossier tighter against her chest, curling inward as if trying to shield herself from the lingering cruelty of his reprimand.
“Ek taraf teen din ka kaam ek raat mein de diya… bina soye subah tak marte rahe hum… aur dusri taraf itni si baat pe itna sab suna diya!” Her voice hitched, a silent, suppressed sob catching in her chest. “Main kya karun phir? Kaise prove karun apna worth? Kyun har baat pe bas mujhe hi target kar rahe hain? Kyun?!”
["On one hand, he gave me three days' worth of work in a single night... I was working without sleep until morning... and on the other hand, he lectured me so much over such a small thing!" Her voice hitched, a silent, suppressed sob catching in her chest. "Then what should I do? How do I prove my worth? Why is he targeting only me for everything? Why?!" ]
Her chest heaved with rapid, shallow breaths as she fought desperately to swallow the painful lump in her throat. Tilting her head back, she rested the crown of her skull against the cold concrete, squeezing her eyes shut until dark spots danced behind her lids.
Breathe, Akshi. Just take deep breaths… Durga Maa, bas thodi si himmat de do.
She inhaled slowly, but the air felt thin and suffocating. Her nerves were frayed, her confidence was rattling at the seams, and the raw hurt inside her was slowly crystallizing into a deep, burning resentment.
Ten minutes dragged by. Then twelve.
The quiet click of the brass door handle cut through the hallway like a gunshot.
The door of Cabin 304 swung open. Namit stepped into the threshold, his tall silhouette framing the doorway.
The cold words he had prepared died instantly in his throat.
Akshita stood pinned against the opposite wall, looking devastatingly fragile. Her face was chalk-white, her dark eyes raw and rimmed with red, and her hands were visibly trembling around the folder. Her lips were pressed tightly together in a desperate, valiant attempt to hold back a complete breakdown.
For a single, suspended heartbeat, every ounce of Namit’s anger, irritation, and calculated detachment froze solid.
His hazel-grey eyes locked onto the faint, wet tracks glistening on her cheeks.
The sight struck him like a physical blow, a sharp, piercing stab directly behind his ribs that knocked the breath clean out of him. An overwhelming surge of guilt flared through his veins, sudden and completely uninvited.
Instinctively, before she could catch him staring, Namit locked his jaw so hard the tension flared along his neck. The cold, impenetrable mask slammed back down over his features, erasing every trace of humanity. He stripped his posture of any softness, desperate to ensure that not a single tremor of his inner turmoil showed.
He kept his gaze fixed just above her eyes, refusing to look directly at the tears.
“Come inside,” he said.
The command was brief, only two words. But the biting cruelty of earlier was entirely gone. His baritone was flat, stripped bare, and strained with an unnatural, heavy restraint, as if he were fighting with every fiber of his being to keep his own voice under control.

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